:D

2012-03-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Initially i thought today would be a great day.
I am guilty, wasting boyfriend's money, letting him spend on me. I am upset, because i am disappointed when he rejected me to buy him things. Not being grateful, yet telling me its no point, useless , that thing is ugly, its not his type blah blah.. it just makes me feel like i don understand him, i actually cares so much about him. I knew he need his shirts cos i saw his wardrobe, he needs his clothes. I don understand why.

Okay i am pissed, whatever. DIE DIE. bye world!

2012-02-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Ehyooo, my boyfriend uh, post things so long de -.-"

Today is amazing!! I remember when i was young, i injure my leg twice, i met this doctor who helped me to cure it whenever i go to SGH, he is my doctor's dad! His son operates on me! AWESOMO.
And Vanny rosabella, aka, i forget her name p/s! She was my PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATE! and i found out that she is Catherine's cousin! And catherine is my close friend! OMGOMG! :D nehhehes~
Tired uh T.T nights!

2012-02-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Korean BBQ spicy pork with kimchi and rice & FNN orange juice! My awesomo nurse brought me food! ^^
Now reach home niao, fast enough for Eddie to drive motor. I hate bikes, very scary /: nearly met with an accident today, sigh, hope my boyfriend wont drive bikes. GTG do my SP thingys liao~ BUHBYE!

2012-02-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

I tell you, will you be able to have time to accompany me? Will you have time to call me? you don.
You have neglected me. im tired le.. really very tired.

2012-02-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

""Like i've said, i was rather bored so i went facebooking, and i went to browse "her", she's someone whom i guess i will meet soon.. MOST PROLLY KKAY! which is damn disturbing because the more i look at her, the more i think she is ugly. Does she grow uglier each day? *faints* i tabuleh tahan.. and her face is seriously like acting cute or smth la. I dont even know why__________ (di) will like her lor. OMFG. zzz. talking about her really pisses me off like x100000.LOL let's end my story about her.
(p/s i aint like bad critisizing other ppl's look cause although i admit i look prettier than her, i know i aint in compare with the others. But at least when i take photos, i dont act cute or smth to the cam. )
(p/s at first i thought he was ugly for you. now i think you are WAY MORE UGLY. Fugly i mean)""

Lady, you are an asshole critisizing me like that. (: Karma will strike you.

Busybusybusybusybusy.
When can you stop being busy for just a minute to see and ask or concern how am i feeling now?

whatever.

2012-02-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

I am the
-bad one
-stupid one
-idiotic one
-devilish one
-mother one
- THE UGLY ONE.

2012-02-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

I looked into the mirror and always wonder, why do i have to be born this way, my looks, my appearance, my stained legs and everything. I always failed to make people happy for long, i always failed, being a daughter, a niece, a friend, a close friend, a sister, a granddaughter, a cousin or even a girlfriend, i failed in different kind of ways. Those negative comments people posted about me, being a prostitute, a whore, liar, ugly, fat, bloody idiotic. I look myself into the mirror, what i see wasn't beauty, wasn't adorable, wasn't happy, i am not smiling, neither am i laughing. What i saw was hate, betrayed, hurt, unhappiness, sadness, cries, tears, scars. Yes, i am not satisfied with myself, my looks, the way i am, the reaction i have, the emotions i posted, my body, my figure, my legs. Whenever i go out, being with my boyfriend, cousin or whoever, people notices about my leg. The reason why i do not wear skirt is because i pity myself, i pity myself for being looked down; someone ask for forgiveness today, about commenting on my looks, my legs and figure, i said, i could forgive you, but what about me? Who is going to forgive me for being in this way? For being born this way? Who is going to forgive me for letting my leg look so ugly? My figure so wide? My face so pathetic? My appearance so not up to standard? Who is going to look at me, telling me i am perfect, i am the prettiest, the sexiest, the most adorable, the most adorable, the most lovable, the best they could ever met on earth. Even if one does, they are still going to scold me, being angry with me, throw tantrums and vulgarities at me.

No.
No one is going to treat me well, treat me the way i treated them, the care, concern, worries, faith, loyalty, love or whatsoever. So what if i am ugly? So what if i am not the best? So what if i have stained legs? So what?

2012-02-27T01:37:00.002+08:00

If showing me attitude, scolding me vulgarities was what i got from you when i love, concern, care, worry so much for you, than fine, tell me you don need it, so i could save it for other people who need me

2012-02-27T01:07:00.001+08:00

男孩有心事都会找女孩诉苦 ..

男孩 : “ 其实有时候我也不知道她怎么了，莫名其妙就会吵会闹。”
女孩 : “ 然后你怎样？”
男孩 : “ 3年多都是这样哄过来的，她就像个小孩子，爱她就宠她咯。”
女孩 : “ 你不累吗？”
男孩 : “ 失去她才是最累的，我无法想象那种痛。” ♥

SHO SWEET.

2012-02-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

You've ruin my mood talking to you. I now understand not EVERYONE would understand what you are talking and thinking, you are someone i once admired. you make me totally LOSE hope in you and felt so fed up talking to you.
Nah its okay. It might be just me, i don mean to tell you straight in your face. i dunno, just don text me for tonight. You might get hurt.

2012-02-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel so down. I feel like crying. I dunno how to control this feeling. I don wish to do anything. I dunno how to tell me boyfriend bout it, me myself don even know whats wrong, i just feel like.. i dunno. i am feeling blue, lonely, sad, depressed, stressed, unsafe, bored, and whatnot.

Its weird, i just have this feeling of telling everyone beside and around me i love them, i will cherish them, its like i am dying soon. Isn't this feeling weird? Sigh.

2012-02-26T18:37:00.001+08:00

Just finish editing my template !^^ Now moving on to dear's :D

MISSING YOU BABY! ):

BABOOMZA~

2012-02-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

LOL, i dunno why and how i came up with that title(:
Anyway, met up with one of my aunt which i hadnt seen for a couple of months, thanks to her, my tummy was filled and my heartfelt words were spoken. She so kind! ^^ bought me shoes and brought me to swensen's (:

Today silly called and said i love you, i was so shy infront of my aunt that i din dare to reply.. i just go "uh" hehs, sorry ah baby! :P just finished my blog template, and finished brushing up those stuffs, later going to go to different blogs and see~ ^^ hope to see my dear soon!! :D:D hope he also post for me (:

He is currently busy, just to let you know dear, i miss you a lot. Hope to see you soon! I wanna hug you ): and, 5th march even if i needa work i also wont go -.-" i need my medical report! :D

I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY THAT I WAS POSTED TO SP! (: buhubye~ gotta go read books liao~
Am missing you, a lot. ):

2012-02-26T02:10:00.000+08:00

Today had a great fight with dear, he f***king scolded me pua bai and stuffs, felt so damn angry, keep punching myself and hurting myself out of anger. Punch till my knuckles bleed and cannot clench fist /: Bang on the curb of the wall till my head got a little wound and bled and like got headache suddenly .. maybe its due to heavy banging ba. cos too angry le. He promises not to do it again, time and time again he promise, but he always breaks it, sigh /: but nevermind, see his sincerity to apologise and wanna be with me and afraid of losing me and stuffs, i decided to give in and say its fine and forgave him. Nevermind luh, just makes sure it wont happen again lo

And something stupid he does shocked me, he actually lied on his previous blog about his 2 years relationship with another girl, lucky i trusted him enough untill someone just ruin my day today. Well, nevermind.

Just glad to know that i am the only one that my boyfriend prefers and would want forever.. hope he really doesnt mean it to scold that to me.. hope he really changes. but my knuckles and head still pain T.T

Anyway, now damn tired, NIGHTS! ^^

2012-02-25T12:03:00.000+08:00

Sorry, i know i never post for you, i apologised yeah

anyway, i am also DAMN happy for myself standing up and scolding the tour guide who scolded my beloved manager hehs! :D I am also glad to be in the same school as you dear ^^ Iloveyou. And i really trust you alot,why you don believe me? ): A lot of things happen, another great big fights and stuffs like that. Lucky we are still together (: Thanks for not letting me go. Iloveyou. bye~

-OFF TO WORK-

TIRED MAX. D;

2012-02-08T10:03:00.002+08:00

Workworkwork ): my part time shift became full time cos of not enough people. /: tired max every night.

BUHBYE~ OFF TO WORK! lol! :D

Rise & Shine ^^

2012-02-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

Good MORNIANG! lol. hahs ^^
This few days seems to sleep till very late, like 11 or 12
Too tired ba /: Never slept till so late before.. this job makes me feel old,
Got the aches, the tiredness a few years later im gonna have Wrinkles if i am gonna work in this company
HAHAHAHA

my niece trying to tell me she wanna watch tom & jerry. /: GRRRR.
Okays, byeeess ^^ gotta work soooon~~~~

(:

2012-02-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

Today damn pissed off ): long story, but nvm la, managers won't so bad to me le. Thanks to ma'am pam (:

i sho sad today hahaha i mean yesterday, cos my dear kena transfer to Bugis Seoul garden hahahaha /: SHO SAD! xD anyway i so tired, kena anything no one to talk to /: nvm la, i still love him, he sho sweet, dunno how to say, but he too sweet ^^

I LOVE YOU. MUACKS.

OMG !

2012-02-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

Since freaking long after i last posted (:
am busy with work ya'know, Breeks cafe @NAC. its a tiring job.
You wash, you clean, you mop, you throw, you kena scolding, you scold manager, you play with barista, you slack, you use phone secretly.

Actually everything is the same in school, you use phone cannot let manager know.

Manager= teacher, you do wrong things, they give you "Bird face", you are punchable (in your dreams) , thay make you feel like killing them, sometimes you are okay with them, sometimes you don. When you need help you need them. ONE THING DIFFERENT. Teachers, they teach you, you pay them salary. Managers, they teach you, their boss gives you salary ^^

Managers a.k.a BIRD MANS, are irritating. Ma'am shirley, ma'am whoever. Bosses you around and stuffs.

Today met ma'am Pam. I guess her name is pamela ^^ nice name and a lovely lady ^^ enjoyed moments with her just now when she tells me:" Don stand too close to guys! later you pregnant!" hahahaha JOKE.
she is cute la practically. a pretty nice lady, Even ma'am charisma better than my supervisors.

Learn a lot during work, so my dear juniors, PLEASE, LOVE SCHOOL. Stop complaining because working is worse than you imagine. You could be SOO FREAKING tired that you would not wish to touch your com. Really. Sumpa. (:

Had time cos i am having my off day tmr! gonna have fun with my boyfriend ^^

Oh anyway, baby i love you! am missing you now ^^ i love you! MUACKS! and tmr my curfew is 8pm :D and happy 5 months and 17 days together! ME AND YOU = FOREVER. :D sleep early okays? love ya.

Gonna end off with my managers picture ^^
(JOKE AH KIDDING!)

The crazy life of mine (:

2012-01-05T10:41:00.001+08:00

Heh, I now working at breeks now :D and I'm going 5th month with my darling :D okay anyway, congrats to carita Jie Jie she've got her beloved now (: hmms, let's just end off with this v

Was busy /:

2011-12-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

SOOOOO long never post liao.. Slogged to death this week due to my new work, The breeks cafe /: orientation was fun la, until, i got burnt, i got cut, i got scolded for nothing, i got the pain and aches. Yes, job are like that, but this was 4 times of what YOU expected (:
Okay nvm. anyway, i am really tired. nights.

I LOVE SEE WEI HAO FOREVER KAY. (:

Blessed ^^

2011-12-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'm super blessed. I love See Wei Hao.. Awww, thats all . (: :

Sigh.

2011-11-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

In facebook today, I can actually see my boyfriend missing everything he had for the past 2 weeks more than me, I never knew a status would hurt that freaking much. Cos really, if he misses it, he should miss me as much and post at least a status bout me too. But he doesn't. He can continue missing it. Yes, i am definitely unhappy, i am ranting bout it. Every girls knew how much it hurts when your boyfriend actually wanted those days WITHOUT you more than those days WITH you. But i could understand. He was definitely missing because he visited only once a year, but he doesn't need to say till like he misses everything more than me ): HELLO, I HAVE A HEART YO. Okay okay, i know i am ranting too much, sorry yo, i could understand you (: Really, i am really fine with that. Just hope your misses would soon go off . Cos i really hope the one you are actually missing was ME. Yo, its over.

Anyway, just now i ROLLED off a stairs, OMG. i am super clever! I had no wounds except for the cut on my hand. I actually called boyfriend and ask him to text me immediately, it was just than that my phone when KABOOM, i mean shut off. Yeah.. no batt. I shall stop ranting. I felt better now, all my emotions and feelings are out. FINALLY. I hope he stop it that he misses everything more than me. Its hurtful </3

Well, i shall end off with this :

Adorable max right? >< i know! :D hahaha sooooooooooooo cute.

2011-11-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

RED CAMP 8 ended ):
SPARTANS forever!
Alright, for spartans sake, this post shall be in GREYYYYY!!!! spartans, and SLs, you all are loved! MUACKS, but firstly, lets meet the HOT GUYS ;)

The super LOUD and super FUNNY - ANDREW! :D

The Kawaiineh, look-liked-japanese- JHOVANI! :D

HUGGIES LIKE A SIBLINGS!-JHOVANI! ;)

And lastly, The easily bullied and funny, gentlemen,- KEITH!

Next up, HOT GIRLS ;)

super ADORABLE, super PRETTY- Bridget and Alyssa!

super FRIENDLY and CUTE- Clara! :D

and super DRAMATIC- Felicia! :D:D

I had seriously learned ALOT in Red Camp 8, Love it alot, and thanks to ALL the SLs, and the SPARTANS whom had made Red Camp 8 an Awesome one! Loves yo!:D Kimberly, Felicia, Bridget, Patricia, Shufei, Clara, Alyssa, Siti, Madi, Farhan,Fydaus,AND EVERY SLs, these are ALL the credits to YOU! It may be your last year in NP, but, memories could be taken away~ WE LOVE YOU YO!! WILL MISS YOU SO! We are Spartans, Mighty mighty Spartans! :D Muacks, and Jhovani, Nikolas, Desmond, benjamin, Matthew, Andrew, WE LOVE YOU GUYS too!! :D:D Rest well and take care k? ;) SEE YA AROUND! Stay in contact!!

And lastly, Meet my new friends!

Yes, There might be repetitions, They are not only our SLs, but my new friends, I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D Nightties! ^^

2011-11-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

Am in hospital yo!, just now chat with dear, just nice ^^ i think he was waiting for me to be online. :D heeehee, my sweet boyfriend, never fail to make me smile even when he is overseas.
Today was the 5th day without him, unbearable wor ): make me so sad for a few days.. 22nd going out with Adeline.. for RED camp.. Tomorrow than disca=harge cos deardear don want me to discharge today (: so i talked to the nurse ^^ Awww, he keep calling me silly girl after that.. heees ^^V i miss my silly ~ so worried that he might injure himself..
His good friend wanna leave Singapore and move overseas le.. he confirm very miss him ): Bon voyage to his good friend ^^ missing my dear lots, brought things for him ^^ tomorrow after discharge am going out for the day, maybe meet some friends than meet my aunt for lunch and talk bout things.. ^^ Sigh.. baby come back soon okay? I am missing you badly ): Love you .. Muacks!

Prom night :D:D

2011-11-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

The so-called 3 pretty ladies (excluding the one on the left) haha

WEEEEEEEEEE~

He(GOH CHRISTOPHER) initiated to take photo with me /:

The SUPER SHORT, forces me to sit down ( Im as tall (: )

Shermaine pretty right? *envy* ):

Hello ^^ it was 2 days after Prom night, It was fun yo!!! :D:D The SUPER EXPENSIVE emcee, although he was VERYVERY racist, he was super funny XD haha ^^ Prom night uh.. the dishes uh... although can take freely, But they keep untill like super fast /: I haven't even eat finish ): Nevermind. Nothing much to say, If not need 20 plus pages also cannot finish, Overall, i stunned almost everyone ^^ I looked SUPER different ^^ haha Turned pretty eh? (: Was happy to see Miss Deborah Tan and Miss Camy Ong!! Awwwww ~ Miss Camy Ong i think she slimmed down for this Prom.. she look so. uh.. Skinny (: and Miss Deborah Tan, adorable lahhh!! :D:D Went to prom with Song ning, Jingyi, Wei xiang and Susan.. ahha ohohoh, during prom, there was this small nomination for Prom King, and MENG HOCK was in ><>< hahaha Cute la deyy :D ahah Fun and superb prom night. totally unforgettable.

19.11.11
Was having operation and was very very nervous.. chatted with Wanlin, Peiyu, Jingyi, felt almost better.. How i wish my dear was with me ): Well, nothing much to say.. Don worry baby, I WILL BE FINE! :D:D miss and love you lots! ^^

To my baby (:

2011-11-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hello baby!! Today is our Third month together!! If never count break and patch, should be nearly 1 year le ^^ ): You in China, i miss you alot you know ): Come back soon kays! You chatted with me using MSN just now.. Super hyper and happy ^^ Thanks baby :D you brightened my day! I haven't been smiling for past 2 days le you know? So you online le i super happy!! heehee, now still smiling and happy :D I miss you so freaking much! ): I know you miss me too la.. Be safe okay? don injure yourself and sleep early kays? And baby i change le, i stop speaking vulgar languages and i slept early yesterday night! (: I am still so happy!! I am holding on to your keychain ;) baby, thanks for talking to me.. at least i chatted with you .. SHOOO SWEET!! i love you!! :D

Today is our third monthsary (: We must last long long kay? I have handmade gifts for baby le (: I am looking forward to your return !! ^^ another 10 more days!! :D I LOVEYOU!! good nights kay! :D MUACKSS~

-16082011, i love you, forever~

Am currently, a Loner.

2011-11-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

I am now a loner, cos you know, my dear went to China visit his relatives.. /: Miss him till like mad and nearly died of crying /: Never sleep whole night and was wide awake. Although i know its roaming but still sent him text messages, where i knew he might not even switch on his phone or whatsoever. Sigh, life is so meaningless without him yo /: Was not enjoying today, was planning what to do, when an emergency call came in, rush to my granny house, fell, scratched my knee and bled /: tried messaging my dear several times, seems like he do not even bother to on his phone, o'well. He does not have any WI-FI there too i think, Since early morning 7.30am was online and stared at my chatbox for a green dot to appear beside his name. ._. none appeared. sigh. ): He must had a lot of fun ba? Will he be missing me as much? or will he forget me because too fun le?

I printed photos for him just before his trip (he requested though) hope he took it out and look at it. Nothing to do at home, finding random people to text, thinks of him every single minute, look at the clock hoping time would pass even faster than expected, cries inside heart for god to make time move even faster, proven no use at all. Wrote a letter to jesus, answer was to wait for your love's return. Waiting.. but time passes tooo slowly already. Was already tearing up when i look at his facebook.. He must be having loads of fun yeah? (: Seeing him happy makes me happy, but do he miss me? ):

I swear i am not gonna let him leave me, cos its a torture.. /: another 12 more days to go, and i am alone, baby, come back real soon.

Day 01 without you:
Today was a torture.. cried after calling you, dunno what to do, roaming around the sky to see planes (naive me, planes don't fly pass our estate -.-") Than lie on bed, look at our text messages, thinking bout you and sigh cried. Yep, i am a water bucket, i cried for 6 hours, my baggy eyes ): went school, school is totally dull please. Passed your books to mrs foo le (: went granny house, fell down, careless and silly me also did those things. Guess you never on your phone ba? Cos i sent alot messages.. /: limped home and my leg, okay le.. just the scratch not fully gone yet. Dear ah, are you missing me in China?? Are you thinking bout me? I'm holding on to your keychain.. Got injure yourself not? Don make me worry kay, I'll stay strong de. 12 more days only, its like O levels, a blink of an eye jiu pass liao (: Love you truckloads and misses you as much, and, ya, guess that was to make up my day.
Day 1 only, i jiu she bu de ni le.. , what bout you? Enjoy ba, I'm gonna sleep early tonight! Meeting Jingyi and Vanessa in school tomorrow at 9am /: Gonna send you 1111 everyday (: love you! Nights, sleep early kay? Misses you ALOT.

-Silly bear-

2011-11-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

How I wish time stops now.. And tomorrow will never ever come. See Wei hao going china for two weeks after tomorrow.. I don want him to go )': he cannot go.. Any one day without him is like hell.. I cannot imagine how could any day without him be like ): makes me cry )': I don want him to leave.. How I wish to just kneel down and beg him don leave ): two weeks.. Wait for him to come back like very long.. Will miss him till like mad woman.. Having sleepness nights le.. Won't be able to sleep ba ): Haish why does he have to go china ): why let hi leave me alone here.. Currently wanna just bang head on wall. Feel so down, everything I do , like no mood.. No appetite to eat ): no mood for anything ): sad die le.. Why he need to leave.. Why bring him away? I gave up Australia just because he promised to go for prom night.. Now he is not going, he is going china!! Than how ): I gave up for him, than he go china )). Hmph I wanna cry die le ): how ): I already use to morning texts and night texts le ): he must be happy ba? He will enjoy his trip ba? Will he forget bout me if he is too happy ?? ): imissyou

2011-11-13T11:50:00.001+08:00

Sigh): my dear going overseas le /: 2weeks leh .. Sian max ): hmm and in between I am going hospital stay again,aish . That's all ba, iloveyou baby

SEE WEI HAO :D

2011-11-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

YO! yesterday never cos super duper tired you mei you ): Sleep sleep sleep sleep till roll down to floor /: Sibei goon. oh anyway, yesterday night was busy laughing at Steven Lim!! Malfred gotta new name for him : Steven Lim Pei Suay hahaha, he super suay can! :D LOL. than i go tell Ying ying, she tell me her dad name was STEVEN. and his surname still super close, Steven Lam.. Uncle.. super suay ): heehee

Okay, dear, know the reason why i put your name as the title? Cos i like :D hahah Okay -.-"
I guess today I love it alot ba (: Enjoyed spending the amount of sufficient time with dear and lifegroup friends .. Hmm. met alot of new friends kay! :D They all so hyper, so friendly, haha :D And uh, all of them look young kay -,-" Don even look like 20++ LOLLOL.. okay, nothing much to post anyway

Baby iloveyou, don abandon me hor! Will last forever de! lovedieyou! XIEXIE MUACKS. sleep early boyfie <3

2011-11-10T20:20:00.001+08:00

Sigh, it's another divorce case, hmmm, have heard this conversation almost everyday le(: used to it le. Always both buay song with each other , confirm got one , mostly the female will say, : divorce sua , I don need you also can live till very happy. Aleh, say only la, divorce Liao don come plead to patch back, I mean both parties, it's almost impossible, you two want I also don want, I don want troubles and annoying things, eeyer, tired of it. Dear ah, I don want us to be like that next time okay? It's alright with me that I am being thrown about and being hurt by them, but if we ever going to have child next time, I won't wanna let them suffer. So we must last long and happy okay? I know you are worried bout me, baby trust me, I am used to this type of typical and stupid scenario and I am kinda don care of it le(: so, don worry! You better study ah! And I learnt alot bout your girlfriends today, hmm, overall I am the best, I can confirm plus chop le. Thanks for sharing with me baby, sleep early today alright ;) tomorrow I have lessons at 10am, wait for me okay? Q
We enjoy 11/11/11 together!

Love you max dear, from your sweetheart.

2011-11-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

Hey baby, no! How can you be useless? You may not be always there when I needed you the most, not always there when I need a hug , a kiss, a shoulder to lean on, but dear, trust me, you will always be the one I love , I adore, I dote, I care, I concern, I worry, I miss, I kiss, I hug, I tease, I scold, I quarrel, I fight , I everything the most. And this love will never ever fade, it's a promise to you baby, to god and to everyone. You are the best. Where you gave me the most comfort, the most love, the most care, the most concern whenever I need it, I miss you ! Baby, you are not useless. What is most important is that I trust you, that you will reply me once you see my message, that your heart will be always pumping for me, that your words of missing and loving are always genuine , that whenever I am in trouble or what, you will be the first to care, to love and to worry most for me, baby, and that's more than enough, yes you could give more, but because I felt it, baby, you are not useless. Love die you forever, it will never fade okay? Sleep early with me tonight and baby I am fine, I will be fine. Nights darling muacks! <3

2011-11-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

I am very sorry to tell you this boy, I am taken!!! You understand what is I am in a relationship with weihao willwaitforever not? Open your eyes BIGBIG! Stop asking me for a relationship la idiot dodo! (: Okay! Enough said. I enjoyed my day with my darling (: had an awesome date with him almost everyday muahaha! Dear we shall last forever okay? I won't hurt you like how those girl girls did le (: hmmmm don't always eat heaty stuffs la, and don always late late than sleep.. Next time you be like me, having insomnia. Don always help friends do things la.. They also wont appreciate de. They want tou than find you, don want you jiu ditch you.. ): see le very sad. Haish. Baby, save money is can, but still have to take regular meals, please, don skip any meals le.. Today you gastric pain, you kniw how worried i was? And you yesterday nearly faint, you know how much i was concerned? Don save money and skip meals. Still have to eat, eat cheaper but filling things. Okay? Promise hor! (: heee. Hmm , ya, i saw your past de blog post.. Got cry alittle bit.. But i know its bygones le, and since i am your longest relationship, we shll lastthe longest till forever! Don think bout leaving! Its totally impossible, baby i swear to this blog, to my life, to the god, to the wall ( hahahahaha) , to you, to jun kit's bff, to all gods around the world, swear to as long as the earth stands, i will love to like crazy, love you forever . (: hao la, i don wnt talk bout the past le.. But i Wish and hope i am the best, treat you utmost great, and better than any girls you once had in life ( excluding your ahma and your mummy) hahaha, i will not let my feelings fade, so do you alright? Muacks, and ilyttm Lastly, 16082011, 13:24:49

2011-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!! i so the freaking long never post uh? O levels ma.. Now is freedom liao muaha!
HMMM. nothing much happen, just some friendship problems and misunderstandings and f**ked up by some sec 1 bitches lo.

eh, papers were quite easy, means there are moderations.. SIAN AH ):

This post actually for my boyf, but nevermind la, alittle random stuffs still okay.

Hi baby! (: Today is our 85th day together yeah ! We will last de! (: Though we have soooo much quarrel in between, but at least we get to know each other better le <3 I know for you not talking to them, for you to not do things i don like, alittle bit too guo fen, but, i really just don like lo ): And, Stop saying you are ugly, you are not. I don care what other says, what we not compatible, we are not suit for each other, i don care, cos i just want you (: You brighten up my life and i told everything to you. You were the one who once, allow me to know and helped me with Jack, although you love me, you were the one who hold in those hurts and chooses to still love me, you were the one who chooses to be with me, pushing away all those negative and unpleasant comments about me, i am touched by those small little favour and things you did. I am grateful to have you in life. I love to thank god for granting me, you. I wanna just plead, that god would never take you away from me, plead for you to never leave me. Plead for our love to last long. Yep, i detest the way you chat with girls and the way you allow them to flirt you, while they say you are a flirt and scolded me bitch behind our backs, but baby, we all know its not the truth, they were just jealous that we are close, loving and adorable couple. I love the way you are, the caring, fun-loving, motivating, adorable, handsome, perfect, generous, helpful, and everything nice and nasty bout you. I just love it :D So, dear, if one day you have a chance, YOU MUST MARRY ME. okay? :D haha set hor (: if you wanna back out or you don wanna marry me must tell me (: Anyway, our 3rd month coming le, and you are not in Singapore. /: Sigh. I will be having my operation on the 17 of november, don worry baby, i would be alright! I have a great chance of living, and dear, god treat you so good, he wont bring me away from you de, trust me and don worry much okay? Tomorrow we are meeting again le! I don want you sleep late okay? Drink more water, cover yourself with blankets, cos its gonna rain soon i think. (: Don keep bringing laptop to school.. Very heavy, i don want your shoulder to feel the sore and pain. I see le will heartache ): Iloveyou, and it will never eer fade. I promise with my whole life. Less fights and more understanding le okay? Love ya ;) Text me and nights baby. All the best for 14 november. <3

Lastly,
Silly Bear loves Silly Pig.

2011-10-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

I super tired can! and i super worried bout my ear /:

I miss you and i love you. sigh.

2011-10-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

My sweet-ling ~ :D

3 more days to 2nd month (: Last forever shall we ;)
He was SO FREAKING touch by me hehheh~ I would be the cause if he were to cry (:

Dear, Love you much, love you till err dunno how say lei /: heehee
Today studied with dear and his friends, thought will feel awkward /: but in the end everyone was apparently laughing at my blurness and absent mindeness ): i never notice he took my ezlink card

heehee 3 more days, just 3 more days, ~ awwww. am loving you more sweetheart, (:

2011-10-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hi baby~ (: dont worry too much kay? i will be fine de! <3 ! i will hold on to it for you! (:
we have sooooo much more things we haven do together yet!~ so, i will recover, you wait alright? ;)

miss you lots though, and love you loads.. i shall leave my words till wake up tomorrow. but if i dont, i will let coussy know. dont think and worry. love you!

2011-09-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

I admit my mistakes.. forgive me and forget bout what happen, will you?

Who doesn't make mistakes? I promised a lot of things, I've change a lot, do you see it my dear?
I know, it's ALL my fault.. but you know me, im a worrywart.. i just need assurance.. not coldness and ignorance.. It hurts deep.. I know you hated me to threaten. but you talked bout leaving me again.. You discuss that we don't suit each other.. why? why make me feel so miserable?? Why do you have to keep mentioning leaving time and time again.. You promised not to.. /:
I did ALOT for you.. i've become veryvery forgiving.. i've spoke less vulgar.. i became hardworking, for you. Do you know the tears i've cried for you, are genuine? I miss you alot, do you?
Today, i tried hugging you.. you Let go.. i tried kissing you, you dodge it.. i felt like just crying out..
You became So cold towards me.. like you're gonna leave me.. like you are going to ignore me..

I am sorry! really sorry! i slapped myself hard on my left cheek and punch the wall just now.. i knew i've done something really wrong.. I failed as a girlfriend. I do not know how to make you happy. Your expectations, so low, yet i could not reach it. I couldnt sleep nowadays.. i was thinking bout what you have said to me.. Now, i hold fear of you leaving.. I was really just joking when you were with joey.. i meant nothing.. but you ignored me.. when i was actually crying cos that short man scolded me for nothing.. you ignored me when i need you the most. You ignored me when everything happens in just a second. I din mean to threaten you with death.. I meant i just need you.. I could only say sorry, sorry for hurting you, threatening you, than you for treasuring me.. But am i still important to you?

I dont know what are you thinking about, i just wished to know.. Today you lied, your first lie, That hurts. It's okay.. I know im useless, i failed through.. This is the last time im going to promise i wont threaten you with anything anymore.. like, when its not crucial. I looked at you today, disappointed bout why you did not.. I tex you today.. I was having fever and came school, its all for you..I know, you may not feel for me anymore, you may think im annoying, but i love you, i really do.. I gave up alot for you..

Can you please quit leaving?
Please quit ignoring,
Please quit cold-ing
Please quit being angry..

i know i am wrong.. i dont mean it.. i had explained.. reply me.. please ):

missing you,
your failed and useless girl who makes you upset.

2011-09-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

BEVERLY TAN! wake up! he is gonna keep everything to himself. dont worry. /: sigh

2011-09-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

Shouldnt he be sharing with me everything?? Why are all couples different? why does he not share it with me? im his girlfriend right? shouldnt it be a sharing of burden rather than taking it all to himself? Does he knows this way, i felt so useless and i've failed? doesnt he knows that whenever he kept everything to himself, i feel hurt too? Like he does not feel safe talking to me at all.. Like i am an outsider.. Sigh.. am i not doing enough to let him trust me? when can he be less stubborn and let me know ALL his problems? is that so difficult? or should i hide like the same way as him? sigh.. Beverly, you're utterly useless.. /:

2011-09-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

Dedication

Just for you: when i got my results today dear, im afraid.. but nightmare came true.. i dunno whether it will cost me my life or not, but, this is what i wanna tell you

I love you alot (: when i say i do.. you wont kow how much i do,.. cos its ALOT. My life is at risk right now.. i dont need you to do anything for me.. but, just give me one thing, i just needs your love and nothing else.i hope i wont leave you so young.. i want last vry long with you.
I knew i hurt you in all sorts of ways but, once you se this post, at this point of time, i can tell you, i dont mean it, I want you to share everything with me.. everything that happens to you under the sky.. i want to be the one to cheer you up when youre sad, be the one that you will share your happiness with me, be the one at your side when you felt alone,sad, disappointed, scared. I will protect you from everywhere you go, Just a call and i will make sure i will be there. You are the one i want to share my joy with, share my burden with, yet not wanting to burden you.. share my things with.. share my EVERYTHING with.. i want you to know that youre the guy who makes my day, everyday.. I want us to be as happy as ever, i want you to be twice as happy as i do.. So long as youre with me, staying beside me, im blessed, no matter where i am and where i go. When that day when im not here comes, I dont want you with me.. i want you to find another happiness, another people to share your troubles with, another people to share your everything with.. i want you to live life on.
For now, i hope you will promise me, no matter what happen, dont ever leave me, ignore me. You can scold me, punch me, slap me, punish me. i dont mind. At this point in time, i hope i've touched you.. I want you to understand that whenever i say things that hurts you, i am willing to say, im sorry, and please forgive me. because, you are my everything . I wannt to hug you, cuddle you.. i want to be at your side everytime you need me.. everytime you miss me. and that every second you love me..
Today is the 25th sep.. another 22 days to our next. we will last for many months, years, decades. We will, I have to thank you for understanding me.. putting up with my temper.. putting up with my silly times, putting up with my everything.. I have to thank you, for loving me till this great extend, for cherishing me, for treasuring me, I have to thank you, for the every Iloveyou you said to me.. No one ever does that. I have to thank you, for taking me as a girlfriend, no caring whether im that fail, that sueless, that idiotic, that paranoid, that sulky, that stupid, that silly, that annoying, that irritating, that hurtful, that bad.. I have to thank you, for letting me know , to you, that im awesome when im not.. I have to thank you, for occupying my heart and my hugs. I have to thank you for alot.. thank you. Thanks...

When i say, iloveyou, i do, and its overwhelming and out of your imagination. Iloveyou.

2011-09-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

I am much happier (:

YAY! he talked to me finally on dunno when. He told me we are still together. Scare me half dead. Am traumatised till have high fever = = past few days cannot sleep. o'well everything is over for now (:

Err, o levels coming in a few weeks time.. gotta lessen facebook and blogging time and chiong all the way for my up coming papers. WILL i ever get good grades for english?? ): am scared /: nvm (: I can do it LOL..

Poor grades, reminds me of POA.. should i start on poa first or start on english?? or both? and maths and sci and ss and geog and all? SIAN!!! one day study one subject /: got time meh??? ): haishh.. procrastination kills... noooo... i did not procrastinate.. i did study.. well, nevermind (: STUDY HARD!

bye (:

2011-09-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

I feel like a newborn.

Was overall happy with my improving results (: I hated mathematics afterall, nothing Mr Liew do will ever make me love it (: but im improving, so.. ya.

A lot had happen this few days.. Boyfriend once left me, he said he was scared of me. I AM SCARY. first prove.
Second prove, i thought he could live without me.. cos he doesnt even bother to reply my message, he only replies his Mei's message. He even told his Mei we broke.. how nice.
Third prove, yes, i am thrilled and excited and overwhelmed when we got back together.. but today proves that i frightened him...sigh.. am i that scary?
When i met him today, Xueer missed called him ALOT of times.. im scared that i might get jealous again.. When he fought with me the past few days, i was so afraid he might go to Xueer and like her.. im afraid. Thus, i told him i would change and do Anything and Everything for him.. Im that scary to him.. why? Love him too much i think.. He doesnt share everything with me.. i hope he does..
He told me i was scary.. i frightened him.. i will change for him.. to what he wants me to be.. He made me that way.. i thought he needs it to feel it.. i thought he is okay.. nah.. sigh.. im sorry.. its my fault..

But does he knows that hurts? when i've does what i could to show and he spells it out as scary.. i shouldnt had done that should i? stupid me.. its heart piercing though.. its okay.. i will turn to be what he really wants..
im an idiot, a failure.. scares off boyfriend, silly me.. sigh .. i should have been more sensible than to do that.. im not cheap.. i just wants him to know.. the fear that he might turn to be cold, and ignore me again, always struck me... what happen the past few days, left a great impact in my mind and heart.. i hopes he will never ignore me or leaves me again.. i hope he trust me to be a good girlfriend.. I hope he loves me no matter what happen.. How i wished he knew what was i thinking and how i felt..

I may not be the perfect one.. but im trying my very best to be.. I hope you know..

2011-09-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Am outside now.
Have i done something wrong? I haven did i?
feeling so vex.. he replied every single person excepts for me.
what happened... have i no rights to worry?
did i do anything wrong?
i wanna leave earth, leave him alone..
its like.. HE just dont answer me.. or comment.. or reply..
i want to die... he .. nvm. forget it.. maybe he needs time to chill..
will he find me?

2011-09-11T13:22:00.000+08:00

IloveBeing DEAD (:

2011-09-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

If i had a chance to live again, i wish to die now...

IM USELESS. TO HIM, IMJUST A BODY, WITHOUT ANYTHING. COS HE CANT FEEL MY LOVE. FUCK DIE LOVE.

2011-08-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

2NE1 got it ? (:

2011-08-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

Maybe, i just need ome comfort...

Feeling very jealous nowadays.. i loved him soo much.. i have fears, his best friends are even closer to him than me.. they know what he wants.. they know what to get him on his birthdays.. they know how to please him.. they know what to do when he is angry.. but i dont.
When he is angry, i will do all sorts of things to gain his forgiveness.. sometimes i stayed uo whole night just to think what might be the best way to stay away from jealousy.. Does he see me tears? Do he know im always feeling so happy even if i dont get to see him? i know he will always be there for me.. Maybe i should get to know him more and well, or maybe i should commit less mistakes to not make him dont love me..
dear blog, do you know that there were several times we fought that he told me he wishes me to leave him? i dont want it to happen.. i never want.. i want him by my side forever.. i know i may not be the ideal girlfriend for him.. but im really trying my very extreme best.. I hate my jealousy, i hate the way i feel sad and he feels it. I dont want him to feel hurt.. i dont want him to be cold to me.. But all i could say were sorries, does he know? Or when im typing this post, my tears filled the whole keyboard? i dont want him to leave me because of these reasons.. i want him to love me and still continues or relationship.. I need his comfort, not the fear of him leaving that he once gave me.. I know i did a lot of things that he might dislike or get hurt.. but im a girl where i cry, i cry hard, i fall in love, i fall deep, i get too intense when it comes to emotion, but i know somewhere somehow if i love one person, i will love him deeply like no one else will do... i need comfort, a shoulder to lean on, a message to tell me everything will be fine.. i dont want to turn it into a cold one.. i may not be the best, but i will definitely be the unique one, who loves only you. i hope he know that sometimes i will feel insecure, boy, cause im just any other girl, who would feel the same.. I dont want him to leave me.. i just want him to assure me everything, that he will be mine forever.. not treating me coldly. i dont need his sorries.. i just need him.. Am i asking too much my dear? I'm sorry...

2011-06-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey all, its been long since i last posted.
Alot happen in between those days.. much are sad things.

Sad things must be kept, in the trash. I dont understand why must people always bring it out again.
those shit things.

Okay, till here, bye readers, have a nice day/ night/ midnight ahead!

2011-06-04T18:51:00.001+08:00

Its has been a longlong time since i post.. and

i nothing to talk bout (:

Bye :D

2011-05-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Its the feeling that felt like, slapping me in my face, stabbing me with a knife, knocking my head from wall to wall, when you actually posted and said she or a PARTICULAR friend knows you that well when i don't yah..~ that feeling.

2011-05-25T22:09:00.001+08:00

I always say : "sorry" and it doesnt work, for him.

and i always got a reply, to tell me to forget it.

and it often brought it up, when we fought over minor things.

Penknife its the nicest way to solve everything.

2011-05-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to :Charlene yeo :D

I very nice hor?? I got addicted to this song too~!

But too bad, i wont get addcited to BIEBIE~ :D

Okiees,

18052011:

Lessons were okayy, kindda bored cos 4 hours chinese with that PMS cher = = haishh.

After that went home with precious ^^ haha~ so sweet of him to come and fetch me~

19052011

Today, i not happy lor, My chers keep erm, picking on me. First was LBB, second was silvam, thirad was LXR and Mr liew?!

0900: It was biology :D same old thing happen, Mr Njoo trying to teach us sexual reproduction every lesson :D I think my mind is corrupted already ._. He manage to make us laugh off it anyway~ :D THE BEST TEACHER on earth? :D

1000: It was MT. That teacher :D Very funny. She today seems to like 笑里藏刀, went into class today, she smiled at me.. talk untill halfway, she shouted at us, erm, really i swear nothing happend, than i wrote on the Bookmark nearest to me near my table " she having sudden PMS" Tingwei and Charlene were laughing away. Me being SOOOO sensible, listne to what she says untill she turns to me and say : 怡瑾！你给我听！ and her 听 dragtill so long.

I REALLY DID NOTHING!

I WASNT TALKING, SMILING, LAUGHING, LOOKING AROUND! i was listening to her, ATTENTIVELY. Haish. SHE JUST LOVE ME ALOT thats why, everyday must shout my name once. :/

1130: POA. worst. I know LiXiaoRong PMS, she have every reason to flare up, cos she PMS ma.. cnt blame.

BUT silvam? Its not like i want say him. But cher, its time to get things right, Dont think i am a councillor than you anyhow shoot me! I DIN TALK, LAUGH, GIGGLE, TURN AROUND . I PAID attention!. I really PAID ATTENTION! you have no rights to tell me to shutup or call me stupid after that. I dont hold grudges, but cher, if next time you are having some MOoD SWINGs thingy, please inform us earlier. TY

:D right now, i dun wan to think of anymore "bad" things that happen to me today :D

and , yes i like you alot, but boy, FYI info , i am taken :D really i am taken (:

And you, dun be paranoid, Love me more from now on, i am a hot catch now for sec 1s :D

p.s ya, i miss you lots! :/

2011-05-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

That unconditional love you showered me, nothing to be compared with my ex. Nothing to compare with anything.
If it wasnt you who allow me to feel the warmth a true loving man could give, if it wasnt you who ket me hold your hands anywhere in the lovely 11 days, i wouldnt had know that you are such a loving guy. I cannot deny the fact that i once love you, that i had fell in love with you during the 11 days together. But i couldnt overcome some fear that i hold in my heart. I tried hard to let you come into my heart, but those teary messages and those attitudes you gave just made yourself stepped alot of steps backwards. It was a break-up, it is now a goodbye. I will never had forgotten those days we were in bus, lrt or even walking, those days you tried to protect me yet you cant.Those days i wanted to say iloveyou in your face yet my mouth just couldnt move, those days where i blush while seeing you looking at me. Those expressions and eye conatcts both gave. Those lovely dovey messages that makes people's hair stands.I know.. time couldnt rewind.. Hope you find a girl who loves you like how you did. You are loved once. by me.

2011-05-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

Had a good cry-out-loud at Charlene. as in the Un-innocent charlene's house ( How true is her name?)
Burst out into tears and thinking of dunnowhat.

Its okay, i got mentally harmed anyway.
Thanks Charlene Yeo, for making me laugh at your DIDI. who flown away.

Forgive, i will, but remember, its not the first time you make me burst out-crying-loud at other people de house.
i am not blaming you, i don't noe. (okok Charlene Yeo, i noe you my husband, don't have to let me specify that i cried at my husband's house right? goodness*faints*) Its just a doubt, im clarifying my doubts. But you wont allow me to. Being paranoid ._. i told you dont. I am not angry or scolding you. I am disappointed by your reaction, Jordan knows the reaction, How true will it be.. (*faints* Charlene Yeo! stop showing off your TURTLE knows how to read englisH! dunneed show off, i know you read it for HER, okok him, i saw his didi, okok relax, him i SAW HIS DIDI!)

p.s. i couldnt hold back my tears, and one is trying to make me laugh.

2011-05-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

Praying:

Tmr, ORAL, cnt be lim bee buat... i oso dunwan buffalo. :D
hope my prayers come true.

and truly im jealous :/

Thanks Ken for those tips for Prelim! thanks ton! :D

2011-05-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

Goodness~

sore thorat kills.

ORAL x.x

GG.

2011-05-09T01:11:00.002+08:00

ILOVEYOU(:

2011-05-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

-moodless-

Went to Doctor Eng todaee.
guess what he told me?:

I think you are worrying too much.
Sickness is finding you.. and stop worrying so much
He mentioned how many times a year had i "visited" him since young.
and he counted 36 times this year.
So, he told me, girl, stop worrying too much.
So sickness is far far away from you,
with a pat on my shoulder,
a warming smile, i left that clinic.

I wasnt worrying that much untill something happen.

Uh.. ya. that thing makes me worry.

it just bugeed me when you tell me i will regret it.
so you mean even if i dun feel it now, that feeling would come?

I think i shall just heed Doctor Eng's advice.

Bye.

2011-05-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

forgive this girl's foolishness.
forgive this girl's mistakes
forgive this girl for being idiotic
forgive this girl for hurting
forget those pains and hurts
forget hose nights and days
forget those comments and haters
forget those who hate
forget our quarrelsome

but never forget, how much we had been through, those days so lovely, those days so bright.

never.

p.s. i will stay waiting.

2011-05-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

Ya. you cannot live without me, HOLY SHIT~
Full of craps. when you already have her.
once she's here you kicked me aside, when she is gone than you take me like precious.
How naive can i be?

2011-05-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

It all started, and ended, as My fault.

2011-04-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Mum: What you want?
Me: Computer for homework. (frown)
Mum: Nah, can only use 30 mins hor.
Me: WTH might as well dun use *grab wireless mouse*

& in the end, instead of using it to ask frens questions, i used it for facebooking and blogging.

and i am studying for prelim 1. Trust me okay!

p.s. I am falling deep in love. with you. yes. im sure.

2011-04-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

BeverlyTan, you are too naive.

Someone just told you,

You are capable of breaking him

Time & Time again.

2011-04-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you,
Its not like that At all.

i had a bad day.
i hate those messages sent but not replied,
i hate all those moments where i only get complains from doing things that are right.
i hate those time when i received a reply below expectations.
i hate it when i thought you were just kidding
i hate it when you were just a passer by to me.
i hate it when i want to give up
i hate those times when i had to reflect what i had done to make you give up
i hate those days when i suffered
i hate those hours when my pillow is wet with tears.
i hate it when i cant smile.
I just hate everyday with these types of things going on and on.
i hate it. even though i dun say it out loud.
i hate it, when i find myself doing these things again and again since that day.

lastly. buhbye.

2011-04-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO DIE~

Friday. No, "good" friday. :
i've spent my friday well,
i have been wondering whether should i die for 3 hours,
waiting for some replies for 3 hours,
cried for 7 hours,
using fb for 3 hours.

that was really a , well, good friday.
ahem. just finish reading a blog . i am like WOW i cried for it.
whats more: I still feel like dying, even more after i had read that blog.

Few words to say before i really leave this world LOL you noe i wont:
I really love him alot, erm. too much.
I really wish to finish my Os and make my teacher proud.

Lastly, i wished i never had lived.
Therefore, my conclusion is, i should die.

Dun worry, you noe i wont. Not NOW.

p.s: i am kinda tired of living, so living things around me, shooo~ care less bout me. let me rott. Tyyvtm.

2011-04-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

okay. noisy here. SHUDDUP

I am DEPRESSED currently. and thinking of a reply to reply ppl.
Erm. Nvm.
bye ):

2011-04-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks to huiling who ban me from penknifes erm?? cos was threaten .. if i ever cut again hor, someone will chop down my head~ hahas. ok.

i am being normal, just let me be can?

2011-04-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

I AM GLAD!

To know that our school Concert Band pull it through.

C.O.P so what?! it doesnt mean certificate of participation it is Champion of playing! thats rite! :D KEEP IT UP ladies and gentlemen ! you ALL are awesome. You too , Charlene :D hahaha

And hockey girls and boys!

wookay Boys first, heard that its your first time in the finals? GREAT JOB! at least we get in a position ! :D YOU GUYS ROCKS TTM!

and girls, you are always the champion :D KEEP IT UP MAN!!! :D

i am tired ! :D so... thats all for today! :D buhbyes

2011-04-07T21:45:00.001+08:00

I am tired

and i dun wish to post.

no mood.

buhbye.

2011-04-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

i am back
okies time to update.. ahem.

Early in the morning kena shoot by T.O.M :p cos din wear badge heeheehee

okok back to work

ICE-CREAMS :D

p.s. i missed you.

2011-03-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

I just learnt hoe to write my full name in ARAB!

Amazing eh? heehee :D credits to Mira Hazirah :D heehee

and and i am freaking tired. i dun wan post anything

so.. Buhbyes

p.s. Tired! (dang)

2011-03-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

TMR IS MONDAY. (DANG)

tomoro ish monday monday ): its not bout tie day or watsoever.. cos i oso need wear tie everyday ._.

its just that monday = shorten my sleeping time
shorten my playin time
and telling me that PRELIMS are here..

BOO ):
Tired die..

nothing much to post and waiting for some ppl to message me (:
so, okay. buhbyes (:

p.s. you are my nicest hello and hardest goodbye.

2011-03-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

YO PEPOS!

Uh yesterday was Appreciation day.. busying trying to set up our booth for V.I.Ps and oso busy swearing at the two inexperience emcees that freaking irritate Mrs Foo :/ .. ayes. they are still young..
Btw , for your info ANONYMOUS . iwalked home yesterday! not take LRT and i guess you just random say you stood behind me when i was in TRAIN!
i WALKED HOME YESTERDAY FROM SCHOOL! :D

Overall - nervous, satisfaction and tired yesterday was over (:
Congrats to all awardees!

Next year will be me standing up there taking award(s) liao! JUST YOU WAIT :D

Buhbyes~ (:

p.s. i have nothing much to say. (: dun bother reading this (:

!

2011-03-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

Beside now is ZARHLENE wor (: LOL hahaha

Cher in class oso no use.. no one doing their coursework.. all just facebook-ing (:

Hhahs (: LOL

p.s:I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it

Just another day

2011-03-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

Aites

(: suddenly become so hyper.. feeling low today..
     kind of sian.. reading text after text dunno how to reply..
     Evey text message last night and today morning totally
     ruin my day.. STFU.

     anyway. Jus finish my chinese homework!! OMG
     first time i do chinese homework do untill so
     happy!. I need to stay happy..
    LOL


    Came back from malaysia just two days..
    alot change ):

     Again (: (Y) school starting tomoro!
    can't wait to go school (: meet ZARHLENE (:
    *honored bo? i wrote your name *


     GTG do my SS mindmap le X.X hahs (:


      BUHBYES~

p.s : feeling so down.. i am sorry ):

Aites!

2011-03-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Yo! Deleted my old blogcos it just contain too much unhappy memories (: so lets start a new journey from here!

Just reach Singapore yesterday night! i had a super duper great time with All my friends and of cos this trip prevents me from thinking That much (:

Thanks teachers for the TRIP! Love it alot! thanks all frens too!

p.s : too tired (: